|sa| - Street Activism

I was told to leave everything. I hadn't even read thru it yet. I take nothing that is not given freely. I never came for that. If that is the school of thought then I missed the mark.
There was never and "thing I came with intent to get. Nothing. The acting out was a slow buildup of consultant vonvert torment with no end in sight. I came undone.

first. my advice, learn how to type. second point, why ask to make amends when you are sharing private conversations to prove an egotistical point which knowing him…. he wouldn't appreciate

First off, I apologize for my spelling yet I believe I have responded properly on here. Second, this is new for me and I am doing my best. Third, there is no identifiers on convo, so I am NOT trying to connect anyone.
Last, I do not know where else to present questions/accusations for discussion. All options have been deactivation in hopes to apologize for what transpired.
That said, is there somewhere I may appeal to said accusations.
Listen, I never wanted or planned this. Being banned etc is not some sort of achievement. The constant knawing at me by a sic individual, like some disease, got to me. I tried to let it go, I tried to advise even, and still it did not stop. I'm here for no other purpose than to make amends. I have removed myself from vicinity and have made no contact with anyone else.
If this is futile then I will not contact any further.
This is not ego, this hurt and will for some time. Closing all I had, after all these years, in gesture to make clear I am aware of collateral damage, is not some arrogant attempt at being known in some way.
Plz advise if there is a different venue for contact because I know of none.

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Geezus after all these attempts at trying to reach someone, and it's perceived as ego. To state I know or do not know someone. Did anyone really understand me at all? I do not need to be bound to another for ego stroke. My life has been full, I am not fkg desperate here. I AM only making amends.
The critisizm never stops!
In review of any of my convoz I am absolutely sure there is no verbiage having this tone of which I have communicated to anyone. And if one thinks the meltdown was some sort of attention seeking, they would be incorrect 0in their assumption on all counts. I have been fkg humiliated. There was no choice than to leave. Geezus talk about ego. I lost too!